I don't wanna be a 'challenge'. =( I just know that the person people think I am is a far cry from who I am in real life....especially when I'm more sick than I normally am/having a really bad flare.
I have flares that last for weeks or more. I take meds that make me feel like I'm going to crawl out of my own skin if I can't escape the side effects they have. I cry. I don't sleep at all or I sleep all day. I yell at doctors for not being able to help me more, even though it isn't their fault. I have to be carried around sometimes because moving hurts too much, and little things like eating a meal become a luxury that I don't have. I have to have a special diet, so just going out to eat or grabbing something quick and easy never really happens. As soon as other people get sick, or start to get sick, I can't be around them. I don't go in public most of the time unless I have to, partly because I know other people can make me sick without meaning to.
Pretty much every waking moment of my life has to be planned, scheduled, and reviewed. Even then, people have to be willing to have to reschedule plans, big or small, because I randomly get sick all the time.
It's all very tiring in general.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
You said dating a person with lupus is hard and requires patience and understanding. I like challenges, would you date me? lol
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